The Lontong Uncle.

HAHA, a very funny moment I had earlier at the lontong king's restaurant.. I call him Uncle Lontong. Lol.. Okay.. Me and my mom went to the bazar ramadhan today, and we stop by at his shop to buy bottles of kacang. As he called my mom for like few times, and my mom are like his regular customer. I think he realllyyyy likes us so much. As soon as he saw us, he approach us like VVVVVVIP. I like that uncle, very sporting, cool, spontaneous and super super funny because of his behaviour. Okay, what's funny was that my mom bought 12 bottles of ground nuts, and we left 3 bottles, by the time we realized was that we're already half way home, so my mom had to make a turn to take the other 3. My mom stayed in the car I went out and take the other 3. I came inside, and he's like " oh oh, yes yes ape dia yang ? " And so I told him that I left 3 bottles of kacang, then he goes, 'OHHHHH, alamak, tunggu tunggu. " he called his daughter " Ammm! Ammm!, Ni tolong pack 3 lagi botol kacang untuk kakak ni, cepat! " Daughter : "Haa? iye iye kejap "  (.....) Uncle L : AMMMM!!! CEPAT LAHHH" Daughter : "Iye iye datanglah niii" Uncle L : "Haa, mari mari sini, duduk dulu, duduk dulu. "  ( to me ) Me : Oh okay uncle.. thank you.. Uncle L : " AMMM! Ape buat tu!! Sini dulu lahh! cepat!! " I was laughing like hell in the inside... Guess what, while I was waiting he was sitting at the corner writing. Then he came to me and gave me a piece of paper with a name and a number. Whose number? Uncle L : Haa nih, Famey, anak uncle, amik amik.. nanti kalau dia tanya sape bagi nombor, kata Daddy bagi.. kata daddy suruh. Tau? Me: Ohh ye ye uncle.. ( lol) okay uncle... ( laughing like hell) Uncle L : uncle sporting tak ?? hahaha anak uncle die tengah jaga kedai tu kat belakang tu... nanti call call la dia.. tengah single tuu " Me : Hehe okay uncle! thank you! Okay.. maybe thsi story to you aren't so nice, not as funny as you thought it would be, but to me it's freaking hillarious, you guys should've seen his expression and stuffs. Hahaaaa.. How can an uncle, gave his son's number to a girl without him knowing  ??? hahahha!!! He's been talking to me about his son for about a year by now. Haiyaaa.. uncle you are so funny one aaa. Another funny moment I wanna share with you guys. It's between my dad and me. This time was after buka puasa. And there are fruits on the table he asked me to take for him. Dad : Shada, betik ada lagi tak atas meja? Me : Hmm? apa yah? Dad : betik, betik.. Me : Hmmm? pemetik? hmm??? ( i go round, round the table searching for a lighter) Tak da yah... jap.. ( I went to the kitchen and took a match to my dad.) Dad: Eh bukan mancis lah!! BETIK.  Me :  Eh kejap, ayah nak apa, cakap lagi sekali ( I went to my dad and put my ear near him) Dad : Betik lah! betikk! Me : OHHHH OOHHH!!!! BETIK!! OHH betik!! ok ok ok ok.. sorryy sorry ada ada.... kejap.. ( taking a plate of betik to my dad ) Dad: haih.... Me : hehehehe... sorrry ayah.. shada pekak sikit.. telinga tersumbat... umm sebab demam la ayah..sorrry... hidung shada pun tersumbat ni.. hehe.. sorry ayah.. heh.. At the time I thought my dad said pemetik... pemetik api or something and so I went to kitchen and took a box of match to my dad ... LOL.... hahahhahahah . I was quite deaf that day because my ear was blocked, I was sick, my nose was also bloked and I'm having sore throat till today. Ohh god... what a life... I just couldn't stop laughing thinking about it again and again... and what? A random guy asked me, baru balik kerja ke...? Me: ( ????????) Ehh haha tak da lahh. :).. I was like what? I'm only 17!!!!!! Do I look that old you people?! Goshhh! But hey, not even 17 yet! I'm only 16 1/2 !! haizzz... it's okay nevermind.. I can cheat for movies.. hehe.... okay.. gotta go.. sorry if it's not interesting, I'll try to come up with better ones soon. xxx have a nice day ! muah muah. ;)

Sweet Grand Parents..

I said, Nek peace nek peace!! :D

I held her hand in the car then she never let go.

Covered her face as I was taking a pic of her.

Hari Raya, my late grandpa with my bro in law. ( sorry senget)

An 85+ years old grandmother of mine, mother's side.. The one and only grandma I have right now. Gotta appreciate the presence of her, gotta take care of her, while shes still living in the same roof with me, she needs her grandchild to entertain her, to help her, to love her, to be with her. She is old and more like a child. Her shoe size is 2 unlike mine around 7 to 8. I don't wanna lose her like how I lost my grandpa few years back. I miss my grandpa, his love, his laughter, his smile.. I miss him to the max. I still remember where he used to sneak out from his room to the kitchen around 12 a.m just to take few ice cubes to his mouth. Hehe, I saw him, I silently walking and I hid, he was on a wheel chair from his room slowly he turned it when he arrived in the kitchen by the fridge, he will look left and right, he'll make sure no one sees him taking the ice cubes, but atuk! gotcha! hehe, It was so cute, imagine, with no teeth, sneaking out at night to the kitchen to eat ice cubes :') So many funny memories I had with my grandpa, he used to get angry with me, oh yeah! I remembered my grandma chase after me for bringing a lost cat from school! Hehe! Because shes the one who'll be feeding the cats and stuffs, I was still young at the time, I was around standard 3. Imagine a grandmother chasing a 9 years old girl with a cat in her arms infront of the house ? hahah!!! FUNNY! Lastly she can't catch me she locked the door and left me outside until my mom's home around 6pm, she locked me around 12 ++ or maybe 1 ++pm.. Omg.. hahahah, Hmm. And there are times where I used to fight with my grandpa for changing the channel, I was watching disney then he changed to Tv3 to watch berita and gerak khas! I ran crying to my room because I can't watch my channel. Hehe. That happens everyday. I told him "Atuk, kan dah bace surat khabar pagi tadi, kenape nak tengok berita tv3 lagi, bagi la chance shada tengok movie shada pulak! Asyik2 atukk jee!! " , Atuk : " Surat khabar tak best". Then I merajuk. hahahah. When I was in primary school, I hate school, I don't like going to school, as people like to bully me alot, took my money, SPIT on me. I was such such a loser in primary school seriously, when I wanted to fold my school tudung like how every normal school girl do right, I'll be like tarik tudung bawah2 until my whole face is covered, then I lipat at the side, then I pull it back. I look rediculous. LOL.. Okay the point I'm telling you about school while in primary is because whenever I didn't go to school that time, my late grandpa will be searching for me, and I'll be hiding either under the blanket in my mom's room, in the toilet, or in the wardrobe.. Lol.. He'll be with a freaking huge rotan and calling my nickname, " shadaaa! mane kamu, pergi sekolah cepat! Asal tak pergi sekolah!! Nanti Atuk sebat karang! " Then he caught me, that time my bro also never went to school.. He caught the both of us, then ask us to lift the round chair, what ah, oh we call it "bangku" .. He asked us to lift the bangku for hours, whipped us, scolded us kow2.. Lol.. We cried like hell. hahahah! So funny. I regret and realised when he left. I used to scold him for taking ice cubes because his legs was swollen. And he was having alot of diease. ALOT. I acted as if I was older. LOL.. But I was just so young.. I remembered my science teacher told me, if human's shit turns black that means, masanya dah nak sampai lah tu.. Tak lama je lagi.. That's when I was in form 2, my late grandpa was deadly sick.  He could not control his digestion and stuffs, and when I found out about the black feces, I freaked out, and started to take care of him more seriously, after few days back, I was guiding him with his medications, he told me " shada, nanti.. bila atuk dah takde.. shada tolong jaga nenek ye.. " then I cut the line, I get angry, because I don't want him to go, I told him " atuk jangan cakap bukan2 la, atuk akan duduk sini sampai bila2! Atuk sihat lagi ni.. tu shada kate jangan amik ice! Degil la atuk ni.. " then my late grandpa was quiet and took his medication.. T_T few weeks back.. He fell in the toilet, he couldn't get up his head was bleeding, he fell in the toilet naked, in such a messy condition.. my 2 bros went and help to lift him up, he cried, I was so sad by the time, I was shocked and very sad to see his condition.. My mom called an ambulance, mom asked me to feed him, I fed him half boiled eggs as that what he wants, and gave him drink warm water. He was laying on the floor, and I fed him while he was laying on the cold floor. And he was suffering to eat it. Then he was sent to the hospital, a few days in the hospital, my brother and my mom's brother ( paklong).. slept in the hospital together with my grandpa, the next day at dawn, either my bro or my uncle realised suddenly they tried to talk to him, he didn't respond, then they checked him, and.. he's gone. My brother straight call my mom and when we heard the news, it was the most heart breaking news ever in my life, the first person ever that I love passed away. The first person in my family, living in the same roof, passed away. I didn't get the chance to apologised to him, I was crying in bedroom.. Few months back, I dreamt of him, in his room, I went to his room, my late grandpa was laying on the bed was very healthy with my grandma.. In that dream, he already passed away, I went to his room because I miss the presence of him, but then suddenly my grandpa was there, I wet my face with tears and apologise to him straight away, and the said, " shada, atuk maafkan shada.... " I hugged him tightly and I keep repeating " atuk, atuk " crying .. sob sob T_T Then I woke up all of the sudden and my face was wet. My eyes were red and full of tears. Okay.. enough of the sad story, grr I cried while typing this.. I miss my late grandpa. Haihh.. Okay.. maybe you guys also very tired of reading my craps. Cerita pun tunggang langgang. lol Sorry! So you guys, if you still have your grandparents, value and love them to the max, their not gonna be long here, love them!! They're your only grandparents. Entertain them, talk to them, though they might be pelupa, orang tua, biasalah. They'll keep asking the same question again an again, it happens to me many times with my grandma.. Its a pizza she said kepala ikan. =.=  I told her, nek.. ni bukan kepala ikan.. ni roti.. roti pizza nek...  Nenek : hmm ? hmm then continues eating.. Nenek : Ape besar sangat kepala ikan tu.. ? Eeeh geli aku. Me : Nek... ni bukan kepala ikan.. ni roti nek.. pizza nek.. Nenek : Pizza ? Eeeh. ntah ape tah.. geli aku.. Me: Iye lahh nekk... Mom: LOL-ling.. hahah Nenek : Apa tu.. kepala ikan apa tu.. apa makan kepala ikan tu.. sedap ke ? Mom : hahah, Roti lah mak, pizza.. pizza..  Nak sikit ? Nenek : Eeeh, tamau aku,, and continues eating.. ........ hahahahaha.... I was like.. " ?????? nenekk!! " hahahaha This happen sahur pagi  tadi. So funny and cute.. hahaha  Okay its 12.04 am August 4th. I tak tidur lagi, later gotta wake up by 5am.. haiya.... then later will have to go to school, belajar juga adalah suatu ibadat.. haaa, pergi la sekolah.. orang yang perut lapar berpuasa kerana Allah, hati lebih tenang pemikiran lebih tajam so I thought of that, I aso pergilah sekolah.. hahahaha Okay.. enough of the crappy stories of mine, sorry if you think reading this is waste of time, sorry I didnt waste your time, you visited and read my craps, Haha you! anyway hope you guys get something by reading this.. Maybe some moral values... I hope you guys get it... lol.. I love you guys.. muah muahh!  Have a nice day people. Don't worry, be Happy ;) smile always xxooxo.

Love of a family..

Akak Aini's few years back birthday, I have forgotten when.

Akak Aini and Akak Anim in Akak Anim's room lol.

Akak Aini SASSY

Ouh, bubble :D ( outside of the house )

Akak Aini's 23rd's birthday, this year.

when she was 21.

when she was even younger(outside of the house, at the fish pond with my Kaknim)

When she's even younger! This is captured in US.

Okay, I have 5 siblings and I am the youngest. Recently, my sister just head back to Australia to continue her studies.. She was here for the past few weeks till this morning.. I miss her, though I don't show much but I am haha.. Actualy I miss the old days.. where everyone are home, I miss the jokes we made.. Now, I feel more lonely, I wonder how more lonlier my parents felt, my 3rd sister and my grandma would have felt right now.. Maybe they feel lonely just like me. I'm now living with my parents, my dear 80+ old grandmother and my down syndrome sister. Yes I have a down syndrome sister which is 23 years old this year. Her name is Nurul Aini.. The cutest god's creature on earth, down syndrome people and my sister is one of them. These special people belongs in heaven. These kind of people needs an extra care, they can't do things by themselves, they can't think straight like us normal people, but as far as I know about these special people they don't like other people arguing infront of them or talking out loud as if they're fighting. As for example, my mom and my sister (2nd sibling, Animz) talking loudly and laughing with each other infront of Akak Aini, somehow Akak Aini will say " shutt uppp!" haha! Cute huh ? LOL.. Yess.. she'll also say " go away".. haha :P According to Akak Aini, she acts like a baby.. I bath her, I help her change diapers, I entertain her, I sang with her.. I do this stuffs, but not always.. I know I should do this everyday with her, and make her happy.. But I didn't, I realise that I was being cold hearted so I decided to show her my love, by being with her more. This year I'm quite busy with tuition and school.. Every weekdays from monday to friday I have tuition around 4pm to 10pm. But I'll get home around 10.30pm to 11pm.. It's freaking tiring.. I didn't go tuition yesterday as it was the 1st day of bulan ramadhan. Thought of staying home and buka puasa with my family. Furthurmore I was dead sick. Severe head ache and super weak/warm body. Usualy I'll be back from school around 2.15pm to 2.40pm.. Then I have to rush back home and take my shower quickly and wait for Coach (tuition teacher) to pick me up( it's the other way round lol, he waited for me!) Haha! yess sometimes I'll be sleeping, or was on the net, mostly I'd be sleeping and haven't taken my shower yet when he arrived, then my dad will be like " shadaaaa!, tu cikgu dah sampai tu" and I was like " WTF!" (fish okay), I was laying naked on my bed and coach was already outside and waiting! Then my dad will be like " SHADA! CEPATLAH! CIKGU TUNGGU TU!" Okay, when I'm all set with my smelly body, walking outside slowly... salam ayah with his scary look then I ran straight outside to coach's car. Okay my point is, I don't spend much time at home. I'm gladly waiting for next year as I'll be FREE, no more school nor tuition. How nice would that be ? I have most of the time at home don't you think ? I wonder how would it be in the future, I would love to study abroad but who'll be at home to accompany my parents ? My sister ? Whose gonna take care of them ? My elder brother is married, have a son and staying in Damansara, my 2nd sister Akak Anim is married too but still studying in Australia, next year will be her last year and her husband is staying in Perak. My fourth brother, Imran is only 19 years old this year and is staying with my big brother Hakim in Damansara. Okay.. I will be continue studying again next year after my SPM results come out. So now that non of us will be staying at home. Haih, everyone is all grown up and doing their own things. If not, we're all will be together, going out makan dinner together and do stuffs together, mocking each other, playing a fool with each other, shouting here there laughing here and there, I MISS THAT! I FEEL LONELY NOWW! :( Maybe that's why some teenagers go out often, lepaking here there with friends because they feel lonely. SOME. SOME teenagers. And maybe SOME teenagers are really bastards. You know what, to those who still have a family, a brother, a sister, and parents living with you, appreciate them to the very end. Friends aren't forever,you can find another friend in a minute. Family, no matter what, they will be there for you. And you can't find another family in a minute when they're gone. So all I'm saying is, be at home more, show love to your family, appreciate them and value them to the very end. What comes first ? God, yourself, family then your boyfriends and girlfriends. OKAY! Anyway, talking about love at young age, that's not love at all! I had my first love when I was 16, it was just an attraction and nothing else. Come'on them whose 13,14,15,16 whose crying over love, PLEASE get over it! You still have long way more to go, SPM pon tak pass lagi. And to SPM students whose in love, please focus more on studies okay, and to those whose 17 like me! That's crying because of love, SNAP OUT OF IT, SPM is around the corner, show your exs that your not a loser! Show them that you can live and do things perfectly without them. ;) Okay I'm tired of typing now.. lol sorry for crapping :D Have a nice day! xx

It was only a dream.

As i lay here in bed,
I think of you..
I begin to wonder,
Do you think of me too?

I imagine you're next to me,
Pulling me close,
I feel your kiss..
As you caress my skin.

My heart beats so fast,
Pounding louder every scond,
I begin to tremble,
As i taste your sweet lips.

I find that I gasp for air,
To replace the breath that you just took away.
My body and soul,
Are slipping into a heavenly bliss.
Your hands are my every inch,
With such ease and tenderness.

I want this moment to last,
Not one can escape,
I want to stay in your arms,
But then I suddenly awake.

It was only a dream,
Just a desire,
But in reality...
You have set, my heart on fire..

Sickness over me.

Yes I am sick. T_T Well in school I just couldn't focus 101 %,  The desire in me has gone low, I feel very weak, sleeping is all I do. I just woke up from my bed with the heat up to 100 degrees lol joke well that's too much then. I don't know but still my throat hurts !! Hmm seriously I feel so so so tired.. Anybody ? Help me ? Call me a doctor!! Male doctor please, surely I'll get well as soon as I saw him. HAHA. If he's hot. IF. LOL.. Hmm guys, a reminder, don't drink cold drinks too much, because this is what happens. I only drink cold drinks most of the time. heh.. Drink water alot okay. haha haiz.. bye guys.. I can't wait nak buka puasa. Weee~ Love you loads muah muah! please folow me!!! Hehe, I may not be as good as you think I am, but I'll try my best!! Muah! :D